So I'm back to work coloring, it's been a hectic, busy, sad, confusing, heartbreaking, odd week or I should say last couple of days. I got my music on random and sipping a latte at almost midnight.
I'm here thinking and having scenarios run through my head, reading online comics while my computer saves files (yeah it takes that long) and well I thought of a scenario now.
As much as we wish those around us could read our thoughts and things could be presented to you by magic and will, it's only until you ask/request/confess something that things will actually start for you. Like how do I know what you are thinking if you don't tell me? Throwing signs and hints don't work, they never work because I could never pick up on things like that, they tend to go over my head.
I had this thought about gained and missed job opportunities. Also about love too. For example, I met Mike back in 2001 but we didn't even say hi to each other. It wasn't until I was standing in the snow, making a call on my cell phone when he saw me, said hi and asked if I wanted to tag along to the comic shop. I said yes. With jobs, it was about just throwing out an email and asking hey are you looking for/I could help with... and y'know sometimes they work out and sometimes they don't but I at least made the effort to ask.
Long story short.... just ask. Ask face to face, in an email, anon, whatever because if you don't then you'll never know will you?
Believe me I'll be taking my own advice w/an idea that has been a year in the making and thanks to a good friend of ours, a book that was on hiatus will now take shape after we complete RED TOWN. Thank you NeverWanderer for asking about DT.
And with that I gotta get back to coloring and fishing up my latte.
Please take care, thank you for the love, support and condolences and I'll be back soon.
Celina a.k.a. chibicelina